Date: 13 May 1999 01:24:01 -0000
Message-ID: <19990513012401.2949.qmail@nym.alias.net>
From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
To: cheesy21@email.com
Subject: "Don't Be Vexed, Little One"
MIME-Version: 1.0

Dearest Patti,

I've been thinking about you, so chances are; you've been 
thinking about me. I know you are very upset with me, but I 
thought I would just send a few mails to you. Of course, I expect 
nothing in return. After all, I have caused all this through my 
anonymous objectives. For that, I am so sorry, Love.

My mother used to say, "Oh my little one; why are you so vexed 
with me?" I was a little pouter. When my feelings were hurt; they 
were hurt for good. But mom had this way about her. She had 
always instilled an inner-strength in all of us kids. It always 
helped me to get through hard times. It also convinced me that 
being vexed at mom was not advantageous to either of us. After 
all, my mother wouldn't tolerate it.

Patti, I think it sad to throw away a really nice relationship 
over this misunderstanding. First and foremost, I am sorry for 
causing you any grief, by avoiding to tell you who I am. I have 
given you a lot of reasons in the past for doing this. I noticed 
your mention of me possibly being the killer, or else I would not 
try to hide behind a veil of secrecy. Patti, I loved that child 
so much. I still love her. I have told you that I am not her 
killer. Many think I am her killer, but I know, in my heart, that 
I am not. If you thought I was, for a second, you would have 
already gone to the authorities; hence, I refuse to believe you 
feel I am the killer.

Would you talk to me again if I told you I was Patricia Ramsey? 
Or, would you talk to me again if I told you I was NOT Patricia 
Ramsey. I will say this to you; I would talk to you regardless of 
who you are. I would allow you to be anonymous. On the other 
hand, this is all so upsetting to you. Patti, admit it; you miss 
me. You have not stopped thinking about me since we parted. I 
didn't want to stop being your friend. I said goodbye because I 
wanted to make you happy. I don't feel right about it. Patti, I 
believe that I have talked to you like no other person in this 
case has. I know you feel that, when you talk to me.

Patti, you have been so sweet to me. You have taken my part. You 
have convinced me that you feel JonBenet's family is innocent of 
her murder. I really feel good sharing things with you. I have no 
agenda. I just wanted to talk to you about JonBenet. I wanted to 
share my thoughts about her killer with you. I have more things 
to share.

Patti, you will always be my friend. It is all my fault that we 
are apart now. I am so very sorry that I cannot bear to tell you 
who I am. I know how frustrating that must be. My mistake was 
sending that last letter to you. I'm sorry Patti.

Always Yours